Saturday night and very tired. The past few months have taken a toll on me that i wouldnt wish on anyone. I almost feel guilty saying it but the past week has been the best Ive had for a long long time. Even the wednesday night thing. Between Colins death and health issues have felt at times i was going insane, but there are glimmers of things that pull you back to who you are and you breathe again and think yeah Im still me…and realise fuck all the things that happen you are still alive and you breathe and what an amazing thing all of it still is 😉